I found this in drafts from about a year ago.
I'm experiencing a lot of anxiety over this work situation. I've got to do more sales and bring in more work, yet I'm depleted of the necessary energy after having to manage my recovery AND Briar's complete dysfunction around work. She's screwing up royally but I can't talk to her about it. She is unable to take direction or criticism.
I'm experiencing a lot of anxiety over this work situation. I've got to do more sales and bring in more work, yet I'm depleted of the necessary energy after having to manage my recovery AND Briar's complete dysfunction around work. She's screwing up royally but I can't talk to her about it. She is unable to take direction or criticism.
We went to lunch today where I hoped to extract from her her intentions around work, and come up with a plan that might work for everyone involved. She couldn't look me in the eye and stubbornly refused to share her thoughts on the matter. Next thing I know she's bawling right there in the restaurant and I don't know what I've said.
Hmmm, that is interesting. I rarely think of J's point of view, but when I do, I know that he is probably bewildered by my actions because they seem so sporadic to him.
ReplyDelete(I'm glad you've been writing/pulling things from the archives lately. It is good to see you around. I've been reading, but haven't had a chance to get on the computer until today. I hope to hear more from you and I really hope you are well)
It baffles me though, that Roi should be at all bewildered. Ironic, I know.
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