I've made the decision to leave. Tuesday I have my first neurofeedback and therapy session and I'm going to tell her my plans and use this time to get advice on how best to move forward.
I'm too tired to explain the latest, but I am clear. I'm not sure how much I'll write over the next weeks. It might be non-stop or I might seem to retreat into total silence, but if the latter, I'll be back.
Wish me luck, it has become clear how much I'm going to need prayers, serendipity, and my HP.